Lately, it feels like my life's in a constant state of flux. I have no idea where I'll be halfway through the year, but I know it won't be HERE, and the thought of not knowing where I'm going freaks me out more than a little.
That said, it's really too early to take a call. I love my job and they probably love me enough to let me work from wherever I'll be, but I'm not sure I'd love it as much if I were doing it alone. It exhausts me just to return to an empty house at the end of the day, so sitting in one all day ought to make me nice and crabby.
I'm about 75% sure that if I'm in a long distance relationship with my job, it'd have to be an open relationship, with freedom to take up another job by the side. And yet there's the 25% that tells me that maybe I should try it before deciding.
I've this constant need to sit on my hands to keep myself from doing something impulsive or rushing off in search of something which I may not even need to find. I know that's cryptic, but what career related decision isn't. So here's a promise to myself and whoever else is listening - I'm not going to take a call on this till March 15.
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